吾日三省吾身，摊到我身上成了整整一个月的时间。
很想续写那个他她的故事，或是试图在空闲时间做些“该做的事情”——每每失控于游戏，pps…………
不知道多反省有没有变好一点>.>
1/31/2010
11/13/2009
美式真人秀
American's next top model has narrowed down to final two, and as i guessed, perfectly. After been through the whole drama underlying the super girls of China, or the taiwanese American idol, i used to believe that the reality shows here could be more realistic. Like the dramas going around, ppl complain abt other ppl, the showes just pretend to be crucial, competing, until i followed the whole season of ANTM.
first few rounds, judges, TV directors, modeling companies are picking, and waiting for audience responses. Once it goes to 6 or 7 left, when all decisions have been made, the eliminating is clear to c through: keep the winner always in the game, keep the drama queen to the final 3-4, keep the audiences' love to the final 3, then keep a so-so one to the final. So everyone gets what he/she want. like the continuous fall in bottom 2 without 3 strikes out. it could be judges' favor, or curious of the audience.
However, i do like the winner of this season. and her photos were great, maybe not all of them.
first few rounds, judges, TV directors, modeling companies are picking, and waiting for audience responses. Once it goes to 6 or 7 left, when all decisions have been made, the eliminating is clear to c through: keep the winner always in the game, keep the drama queen to the final 3-4, keep the audiences' love to the final 3, then keep a so-so one to the final. So everyone gets what he/she want. like the continuous fall in bottom 2 without 3 strikes out. it could be judges' favor, or curious of the audience.
However, i do like the winner of this season. and her photos were great, maybe not all of them.
11/09/2009
怀古
生活的意义在于不断缅怀，然后推陈出新
在写完一连串e文的自勉之后（之所以用英文写是为了让自己以后不想看懂么），偶然想到回溯下这个blog的历史，便翻开了最早的纪录，07年的西藏游记，现在读着也有些记忆。
出国前的少年游，很难想象父母是如何答应下这个接近异想天开的行程。放任自己追逐所谓的梦想，也是件很恣意的行为。不过的确是不虚此行的味道，可惜的确是，当时的点滴心跳，如今却已淡去。宣称着融入心底的记忆们，被时间渐渐抹去——只剩下那个“还要再去西藏”的空壳子。信仰，不知在失去依凭之后会不会折断。
近来每次回忆的时候，不免想起追忆的情节——这本被无数次“开始读”的书，目前没有能够完成第一章。那种近乎病态的执着于回忆的细节，让我几乎认定作者是个疯子。但渐渐的，这样子的追忆在自己身上展开，病毒般的涌进每处回忆的角落——记忆变得愈发伤感，人也变得哀怨。体会到追忆的魔力之时，或许为时已晚。
还是想引用追忆里的一句话给自己道晚安： When a man is asleep, he has in a circle round him the chain of the hours, the sequence of the years, the order of the heavenly
在写完一连串e文的自勉之后（之所以用英文写是为了让自己以后不想看懂么），偶然想到回溯下这个blog的历史，便翻开了最早的纪录，07年的西藏游记，现在读着也有些记忆。
出国前的少年游，很难想象父母是如何答应下这个接近异想天开的行程。放任自己追逐所谓的梦想，也是件很恣意的行为。不过的确是不虚此行的味道，可惜的确是，当时的点滴心跳，如今却已淡去。宣称着融入心底的记忆们，被时间渐渐抹去——只剩下那个“还要再去西藏”的空壳子。信仰，不知在失去依凭之后会不会折断。
近来每次回忆的时候，不免想起追忆的情节——这本被无数次“开始读”的书，目前没有能够完成第一章。那种近乎病态的执着于回忆的细节，让我几乎认定作者是个疯子。但渐渐的，这样子的追忆在自己身上展开，病毒般的涌进每处回忆的角落——记忆变得愈发伤感，人也变得哀怨。体会到追忆的魔力之时，或许为时已晚。
还是想引用追忆里的一句话给自己道晚安： When a man is asleep, he has in a circle round him the chain of the hours, the sequence of the years, the order of the heavenly
assumed to be private
后台的好处在于，当前台的聚光灯照得人睁不开眼的时候，后台是最容易被忽视的地方——即便只相隔一道帘子。pathetic comparison though ....... still, a nice experiment 2 c how long till ppl found out this sneaky updated blog. Lame, being so long for attitude from others, even its never gonna to fit in ur mind. Well, we will c.
Made my mind, cant refer for how many times it is, and gonna to be. Leading a nice promising life. So far so good, got yoga regularly, start running -- though out of breath after 3 mins, self-taught java going well. Still, long list to fulfill. Get a job, get an adviser, more social network, more connection to the family, etc. Hopefully finding a date isnt on the list yet. Dont wanna be desperate 4 girls, thats more shameful than my witch's hat.
First of all, need to schedule more, staying up late isnt a good idea, a lot more work need to be caught up, marathoning TV series and movie w/o purpose is such a waste of time, could use reading time more.
Anyway, ttgt bed. and the ttgt 4 "time to go to" belongs to the childhood -- those colorful days, huh......
Made my mind, cant refer for how many times it is, and gonna to be. Leading a nice promising life. So far so good, got yoga regularly, start running -- though out of breath after 3 mins, self-taught java going well. Still, long list to fulfill. Get a job, get an adviser, more social network, more connection to the family, etc. Hopefully finding a date isnt on the list yet. Dont wanna be desperate 4 girls, thats more shameful than my witch's hat.
First of all, need to schedule more, staying up late isnt a good idea, a lot more work need to be caught up, marathoning TV series and movie w/o purpose is such a waste of time, could use reading time more.
Anyway, ttgt bed. and the ttgt 4 "time to go to" belongs to the childhood -- those colorful days, huh......
5/24/2009
入殓师，观后感
很安静的片子，初看的时候，有着久违的川端康成的感觉——好吧，我不是故意中伤川端康成的。商业片的气息还是不时地透露出来——时不时的搞笑成分，略带激情的片断——或许是因为涉及的话题太沉重，偶尔轻松一下？但也是这样，没有纯粹的感觉，川端康成得不够。
男女主角的表演都没什么特色，也没什么难点。男主角进行入葬时的专注是唯一令我欣赏之处。棺材店老板的表现应该说是最出彩的——姜还是老的辣么？其他演员没有特别记忆的地方——好吧，女主角很PP…………
至于怎么拿到奥斯卡奖的，donno，如今好电影本身不多，奥斯卡ms也不是什么特别。但是角度很新颖，关注弱势群体，宣扬积极的人生态度，这些都是《入殓师》的卖点。拿个最佳外语奖也理所当然。
总之，值得一看得电影。
男女主角的表演都没什么特色，也没什么难点。男主角进行入葬时的专注是唯一令我欣赏之处。棺材店老板的表现应该说是最出彩的——姜还是老的辣么？其他演员没有特别记忆的地方——好吧，女主角很PP…………
至于怎么拿到奥斯卡奖的，donno，如今好电影本身不多，奥斯卡ms也不是什么特别。但是角度很新颖，关注弱势群体，宣扬积极的人生态度，这些都是《入殓师》的卖点。拿个最佳外语奖也理所当然。
总之，值得一看得电影。
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